I am currently without a computer at home, and will be for the foreseeable future. This post is courtesy of a miniature, handheld computer/communication device. Painstakingly pecking out posts with my right thumb on a minuscule touchscreen keyboard is not something I will endeavor to attempt on a regular basis.
Sadly, this hasn’t been the reason for my distinct lack of writing, reading, or commenting in the blogosphere. true confession time. I have not been living up to the title & intent of my blog title. I have most decidedly NOT been “in recovery,” more like wallowing, submerging, and barely functioning. The combination of depression, fibromyalgia, an extended cold, dark & wet Spring, mixed in with major life, relationship, and financial stressors have had their way with me.
Lack of insurance means lack of access to treatment and much needed professional support, so I have muddled along to the best of my ability on good days, while rolling over & playing dead in complete surrender and overwhelming inertia on others.
The good news is that my many years of therapy, counseling, and b-mod training have sporadically kicked in and prevented me from completely imploding and for today the light at the end of the tunnel is providential and not that of another oncoming train.
So, until I break hiatus again, fear not. I am here, I am breathing, and “Ahhl be bahk.”